1.my unfinished MS-I don't know where my muses have gone but I need to find them and fast.My mind has been drained of all its creative juices and for no good reason too.

2.resignation-I'm saying buh-bye to my second home and family, its gonna be tomorrow(sabay-sabay:Whaaaaaaaaaaaaat?") or next week. It's been coming on for a while now but I was too stubborn to hold on to it this long.I am enjoying my tenure at the office and all the people I work with but I can barely manage my schedule, it's beyond toxic.Akala ko darna ako, hindi pala.

3.Holidays-Who doesn't get crazy with all the holiday fad?Reunions,Christmas shopping, vacation, lots and lots to accomplish with so little time.

4.My birthday-I don't even wanna talk about it.

5.School work-The challenges are coming on pretty strong. Araw-araw na lang may bago. Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it. But I knew it's just my cynical self talking so I shut it as soon as I can.At the end of the day, I wouldn't trade what I have with anything less nerve-wracking.

6. This guy-****long sigh****

I'm sure my woes are pretty trivial compared to,say, the fight for justice of  the Maguindanao massacre victims. Nababawan ako sa sarili ko dahil hindi ko dapat pinoproblema ang mga bagay na ganito. But I want to be silly sometimes, I want to worry about normal stuffs too and I want to let other people know what's beneath this seemingly tough exterior....